A Weeping Heart Consoled

My friend told me a story...a sad one...

Lemme briefly say it: He had a friend who made a mean msn comment about another friend and God asked my friend to tell his friend to "Love your neighbour as yourself", but my friend found it awkward and decided to tone it down but the Holy Spirit placed a guilty feeling in him to tell it. My friend tried running away from it, but the Holy Spirit again came back and my friend gave in and told his friend...He got scolded and friendship of a few years gone down the drain...

When he finished telling the story ... I felt a surge of emotions all hit me at one time ... I thought I was crying but it was my heart weeping...God asked me many things at once...I wont say, but basically He asked me if I were willing to do what my friend did - break up friendships for the love of doing God's will...

I wept cos I cant do it...

Then God put me through a series of tests which I wont say, but

It was amazing

He spoke to me...

Very very amazing...

One thing I will like to leave u all with - I asked God to allow me to listen to His voice. God does not magically suddenly give me special ears to listen to His voice...No...instead he moulds me and gives me an opportunity to learn to listen out for His voice.

If you all wanna know about the contents of the events in more detail, do feel free to ask me on msn!