The Calm before the Storm

All the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you but I dont know how...

So lets just keep it short and sweet...

I havent been updating for a long time.

Preliminary examinations begin next week.

I need to do well in this no matter what. So many hopes on me...
Screw all those who think I can't get my 9 points. Those people study till their chemical synapses are killed off of all creativity...
To not do well will disappoint a great many people...
I will not fail you all now, not when I've come this far.
I have the will, but do I know the way?

I've made an improvement for the term...Haven't failed a single test yet. However, is this improvement enough to bring me to where I want to go?

Never knew I'd be saying this, but I wanna join the ACS(Independent) IB Diploma programme despite all that is said about it. I just don't want to leave the school after this year. Not now when there are so many things which need settling.

So yea, I just want you all to know that no matter what...

I'm still here.