The Dawn Approaches

Yes my birthday is comin tomorrow. Dunno if I can enjoy it with the thought of exam results and shooting competition close at hand. The exam has been a joke, lets not point fingers here but I just dun like the way it is set. A bit of mistake on my part for not taking full advantage of the easy questions.

Anyway...I watched the Incredible Hulk today! Actually better than it looks in the advertisements.

Hahaha ok I'm going out again soon...Will be playing later tonite. Tmrw I will spend half my birthday on shooting training. Really no life rite? Haha...

Weird but perhaps true Conclusions

I love love more than I love money. My pride is somewhere in between.

I have a loyal personality.
I will find my romantic partners to be buggers.
I find my enemies cute (as in the joke way).
I will find sex bittersweet.
My life is vast.

I will never forget someone who might just never forget someone I want to forget.
I consider someone I bug a lot to be my true friend.
I dont know why I love this person but the thing says I do, maybe thats why I will find my romantic partners to be buggers.
My twin soul is someone I play with almost every night.
Someone that I will remeber for the rest of my life is another someone that I want to forget who is friends with the person I want to forget.

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3 More Days

To my birthday on July 1st.

What I really want? Party? Big dinner? Mass outing?

Nah...I can only think about Singapore F1 tickets...

Yes...the once in a lifetime opportunity to see my Ferrari team at the first ever F1 night race...

Hope I actually get a ticket to go and watch...if not I'll really cry :'(

Massa...Raikkonen...hope I can see you guys then...

Every Cloud has a Silver Lining

Well well well, lemme tell u wad happened yesterday.

Keyword : BAD = CLOUD. GOOD = SILVER LINING
1. I waited for the bus, 30 mins for a 171 to come...FULL... (CLOUD)
2. Waited 10 more mins for a 700 to come...Good it takes passengers... (CLOUD)
3. I saw a really nice Ferrari driving along the road on the way to Newton MRT... (SILVER LINING)
4. MRT Train came as soon as i got there... (SILVER LINING)
5. At Raffles Place interchange, people who "die die must get seats" chiong in and leave me no space to get out to the next train, which was just there... and somemore theres no seats so i dunno why they wanna chiong for... but that doesnt change the result that i missed the other train... (CLOUD)
6. Ok got to Clementi MRT. Walking then suddenly MY SOLES OF THE SANDALS CAME OFF... now I looked like I walk with a limp... i bet people thought I was mas selamat... (CLOUD)
7. Minyang's mom, Mrs Chow, sent my sandals down for repair... THANK YOU!... (SILVER LINING)
8. Mrs Chow's fried rice is VERY NICE!...THANK YOU AGAIN!... (SILVER LINING)
9. I finished more or less the whole econs semester 1 syllabus at minyang's house... (SILVER LINING)
10. Cleared somemore doubts about other subjects...upping my level of preparation for the common test!... (SILVER LINING)

So yea, even on an unlucky day like that, it seems as though the good outnumbers the bad. 6 good to 4 bad. Wow. If only people actually see the positive side in things...even in the worst circumstances, it can be assured that the good will outweigh the bad eventually...

Anyway allow me to suggest improvements for the benefit of society... Perhaps more buses? Less evil passengers (maybe more campaigns to tell the passengers not to be too kiasu?) Yea... Or perhaps just remove ERP as a whole (ok just joking! That will be impossible and will lead to a bigger problem!) In the long run, people wont find it such a hassle to go from point A to point B anymore!

Rejection

My greatest fear. I have in some way or another conquered all of my fears except rejection.

Probably got my fear of rejection from the build up of rejects all these years.

Nonetheless, I'm thankful for all those who've been supportive of me by not showing me any signs of rejection all these years.

Perhaps I might be one step closer to conquering this fear.

H2H

I was having a rather nice talk with my friend yesterday. People change. Some change for the better, yet some just turn to total morons. Sometimes those that turn into total morons are your best friends, yet you continue hanging out with them, hoping that they can go back to their past self, but no they never will. Isn't it sad. Strangely, both of us like our sec1 and 2 years more than our sec3 and 4 years. Well, sec3 was rather ok but sec4 was totally retarded...people changed a lot in sec4...mostly into retards...

However, it is pre-university life that makes people change the most...I can barely recognise most people. Is it the workload? Is it the desire to be "cool" in front of the girls? I have no idea...

Then again, I do respect those that do whatever they want without letting other peoples' opinions influence them. Yes, even if you act gay and paedophille in front of others and not get affected by what others think about you, i really respect you.

My goal by the end of my IB life is to reach the stage where I can say to anyone and everyone,"Heh, this is my life! I go this way and thank you very much!"

Seems to be a tough goal, but I believe it can be done!

Time Lapse

Sorry for not updating, and sorry for making my blog so hard to find.

Well, my blog is only meant for die hard readers :D ... and i dun really care if im the only die hard reader of my blog!

Cos some people in public dont really respect my opinions...Dont read lor!

But yea i will keep changing the blog address constantly...

Once again, I must apologise if those of you die hard readers didnt really get what you wanted from my blog...