Analysis of Results

Yet another case of underperforming.

Do I honestly think that my score is satisfying?

No. To be performing below your expectations when you think (or know) you have a largely untapped potential...the feeling is really indescribable...it's sad (then again, it's better than not having any potential haha, but I'm sure no one falls under that category anywayz).

Granted I was sick during Math Paper 2, and so I couldn't really keep my head straight. Granted I didn't get the most lenient of markers for Chem, Econs...especially Englissh...

Nonetheless, I didn't do as well as I could have. I fell short of my targetted prelim score of 35 (which I still think is my REAL score...but maybe I'm just being delusional haha).

But...my score is currently not too bad. If that's God's will then so be it. At least I know what to work on now.

Bio, Chem and Econs will give me my 7s for IB.

I'll have to work on Math. It'll take a huge miracle to do a big jump to a 7.

English...well time to re read the texts and yea another huge miracle to give me a 7 (and lots of luck)

So yea, for my main papers I have to jump my grades from 31 to 42. Gosh. Can it be done?

I hope so. In that, I hope to emulate my O' level year (I pray that I will not choke at the end) where I vaulted myself from being a total failure to being one of the front runners. Well this should be easier, vaulting myself from midfield to being a frontrunner...yea...should be...honestly I'm not getting as much support as I had in my O level year though, but nonetheless I'm satisfied with the amount of support I'm getting now.

After today, no more messing around.

Forget silencing all the critics. I wanna bring glory to God's name, by showing the world that even an underachiever like me can get top grades by the Spirit of God.

Wish me Godspeed.

God willing, I'll make the breakthrough.

and I still remember God's promise "Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and your plans will succeed." (Proverbs 16:3)

So Lord, I'll work hard starting tomorrow. I'm not going to be messing around anymore. I'll put in my 110%. Grant me a top grade, ideally 45, because I know You can work miracles in an underachiever like me, as I seek to glorify Your name. Because, I can work all I want, and it is only through You that these grades can come in. By Your power and mercy, and not my work, though I will do my part. So Lord, hear my humble prayer for Your help. Because really, I know You can work miracles in me, and I seek to show the world how amazing You are.

Nonetheless, Your will, not mine.