Dual

To all friends and family.

I've been very busy and under immense pressure this year.

Under tough times.

However, I'm determined to fight until the end. I'm really sorry for giving everyone so much pressure along with me as I suffered.

I'm so glad to have such friends and family ...

I was really, really happy to see that everyone cared ...

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JUST KIDDING!!! JUST KIDDING!!! JUST KIDDING!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!!

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OMG MY COMP HANGED AT THIS POINT OF TIME, RIGHT WHEN I TYPED "JUST KIDDING", LUCKILY BLOGGER SAVES ALL MY DRAFTS... I ALMOST SOUNDED LIKE I JUST SENT EVERYONE MY WILL!!!

Anyway... I wasn't kidding about how much I love my friends and family ... but I was just kidding about the seriousness (emo-ness) of the post ... Gosh ... U think I'm dat emo? Maybe...

Then again, this year I've seen the duality of many things. There's always 2 or more sides to something ... Just like a coin has 2 sides ...

I learnt it the hard way...

I been through something of much pain lately. In this case, it was twisted so badly to the other side of the coin ... A noble cause of doing something was twisted into something way different and ended up ... Nvm ... I still think I did something heroic ... The subject of that matter was behaving in a very bad way, and thus I had to show him that people oppose his actions ... Then it got twisted ... Oh well ...

Duality ... it can also work the other way round too ... Bad turning into something good ...

I've noticed that its God's way of allowing us to grow up ... To be able to see the duality of things ... To be able to see good in bad ...

One example : My DOTA team ...

Yes! My DOTA team! Correct! DOTA! Why did i choose this? I think games are a reflection of life ... The way you play a game usually shows how you view your life ...

Anyway ... remember the song "Last Christmas"?

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Last Christmas I gave you my heart

But the very next day...you gave it away

This year...to save me from tears...I'll give it to someone special

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OK! EMO! Right ... Replace the girlfriend with my dota team. Replace heart with friendship. Replace tears with...pissedoffness (LOL) ... Oh last but not least, replace Christmas with Christmas eve! Yea how could I forget?

Duality? Same DOTA team, 2 different groups ... Yes I went out with 2 different groups of ppl last year with one, this year with another... AND HOPEFULLY NOT ANOTHER DIFFERENT GROUP NEXT YEAR ...

And then theres the Remington Voon...Yes that guy... There I said his name...Usually I dont mention names in my blog but he's ... SPECIAL!!! YES!!! SPECIAL!!! WHY???

COS HES A RETARD!!! REM THE RETARD (Thats what they all call him)!!! Lets just say something happened between last Christmas Eve and this one ... How 2 good frens could ditch each other ...

I SAW THE DUALITY IN HIM ... HE CAN PUT UP A FACADE...BUT DEEP DOWN ... Lets just say hes arrogant and likes to boast a lot ... Thats how friendships mainly break up ... When friends capitalise on each others' flaws, instead of overlooking them and helping to overcome them...Like saying how much better he is compared to you due to your flaws (which of course some were made up or exaggerated by him) ... I only pray he changes his ways ... and if I wronged him at all, I should change mine too ...

This year, I've got special people in my team. Special in a good way. Yep there's duality in them but they're all nice people! I always say I've got the best DOTA team in the world! If you put urself in my shoes, you'd think so too!

Anyway...I'm now really happy that I was separated for a period of time during post JAE from my school...Cos it showed me how much I loved ACSI, it showed me how much I loved my frens, and it showed me that God will take care of me no matter what!

Yes...and regarding this blog, it might seem dead, but ... in reality ... IT'S ALIVE!

Henceforth, I declare www.maturemrna.blogspot.com OPEN!