Too Much

To update...

Far too much to update...

I can't share everything I've been through these past few weeks in one blog post. Indeed, words will not do justice to this.

I was in great pain today. Very great pain. I had no idea it would be this painful, for I last experienced this about 2-3 years ago. My stools were more or less water. I was vomitting so much...It was painful...I feel weak even up till now...

The mind is the best cure. It was very touching to see people care so much for my welfare. It was so touching to know that God was up there looking out for me. Friends and family are God given, I never knew that they'll go the extra mile to make sure I'm okay. This made me feel so touched that my body somehow started healing itself.

To name a few -

My dad went the extra mile, literally, in the rain. He braved the storm to pick up a bottle of H2O for me which will be used as an electrolyte drink to replenish my lost mineral salts. My mom too, was a great source of comfort during this time.

My friend Minyang was there to give me medical advice, to ensure that I can go through this period more comfortably. My friend LC was also there to give me a series of comforting messages, which made a troubling time like this easier to go through.

Of course, it was quite sad that I couldn't do my potential best during the Economics Test today due to the illness, but I guess what matters is that I did my utmost best given the circumstances I had. Yep.

I did not eat a single meal today due to my lack of appetite. Quite strange for me. I always tend to eat more during times of illness. Oh well...

Nonetheless, I thank God for all these people in my life. I'm forever indebted.

Try as you may, words...will never do justice to the emotions I'm feeling right now...

I guess, God is right to say that I am strong when I am weak...

Indeed ... I am ...